Wednesday, 28 December 2011

I've been a good girl this year

But I'm too old for Father Christmas so I thought it would go unrewarded.

It turns out that he's not the only one who notices. Mr L noticed too.

I got a couple of presents from Mr L for Christmas, but one of them was more significant than the others.

He gave me a collar. His collar. For me to wear for him.

I'm happy. And proud. 

It's a first for me.

When I was childishly feeling up the packages, trying to guess what was inside, I felt the supple shape of it, the buckle, and thought it might be that. I thought it and then I tried to suppress the thought straight away because I didn't want to be disappointed, didn't want to dare hope. I didn't want to speculate and be wrong.

I hope I do him proud. I'm looking forward to next year.


4 comments:

  1. Congratulations :)
    ~Rebel~
    xx

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  2. Congratulations. I never thought you had it in you ;-)

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  3. Congrats! That must be so great! =)

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  4. Thanks all for the congratulations :)

    And London Faerie - never knew I had it in me to be good? Feh, it's all relative ;)

    J xx

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